ive been really bad with time and dates lately... i go to sleep at 4am, wake up at 1pm, nap frm 230-5pm, and repeat cycle.. my biological clock (circadian rhythm to my evil puppy XD) is so out of whack that i think im gonna start making friends with more people in the kingdom so i can "chitty-chat all night"...
the other night this guy came on my MSN...i dint know who he was so i asked to find out...turns out hes a fren of Faws...we talked abt everythin n nothin at all, basically just passing time...and it just shows how strangers can just click and have a conversation...finding out things abt each other, letting words flow and before u know it, its 4am and you know more abt this guy than u know abt your neighbour....hahaha so yea, had fun Mr.Kitty...and u can write me up an I.O.U kay?
i surfed some more..and found out that Mashes linked me to her journal.. thankies gurl! i miss u! and i found some more art :-
its so cool...
well anyway, back to me remembering its the 24th...my results are "scheduled" to come out on the 27th..thats thursday...and before this i was cool abt it...but then my 'lovable' brother says "yea why fret...i mean its only results that will determine the rest of your life, the path you're gonna take...no biggie at all"...
well, no, he doesnt say "biggie"....
im not gonna stress myself more by elaborating how i feel actually...but all im gna say is that im not confident on getting the marks i feel i could have acheived...im not going to make excuses, like the fact that it was Puasa and Hari Raya, that my accounting teacher is highly inept in his teaching methods or that i had physical and emotional complications during exam time...but im going to blame my disorganization and over-confidence....
i have people all around me telling me that i'll do fine, but thats only because they have my AS Level results in mind...how will i look them in the face when i dont get the results that they expect me to get?
optimistic berabis :- AAC
pessimistic berabis :- DDU
need :- CCD
and to my homies and chiquitas, dont stress too much...all we can do now is pray... ill pray for all of you... lets wait till the doors open and decide where to go...
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