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Monday, January 24, 2005

* deviant art and thoughts

* listens to Jet - "Look What You've Done" *

surfing around, browsing through deviantart.com and i find these really cool pieces of artwork...some unfortunately evoke some really bad memories or powerful emotions...

this one is pretty morbid and scary but damn...heartstrings are being pulled..


*changes song to "Broken" by Seether feat Amy Lee*
and this one is pretty "whoa.." too..this makes me feel so gothic and emo...not good...




makes me think of those people in abusive relationships..and not particularly physical abuse but emotional abuse..as in those intense love-hate relationships where you fight and love with the same mixture of feelings - you love them so much that you dont know if you can live without them, but at the same time you want to strangle them... you feel both kinds of extreme feelings - the intensity of passion but also the intensity of anger...i cant explain that swirl of feelings..its like a black vortex where reason and logic doesnt exist....

there was one titled red_death, i showed it to MelsterXO and HamDi,and they agreed it was freakin scary...so much i deleted it...but i think i'll look it up for the purpose of sharing..haha..

this ones cool..it made me think of all those creative people around me...the ones who can create beauty with colours and art..dedicated to you artists..



comments on the state of my emo brain? by all means....
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