well,i was so scared the night before,was freaking out..even broke down and msged Yazid..thanx for calming me down zid..so i put on some soothing instrumentals and fell asleep..woke up feeling really good(even though it was 5am,7 hrs before my usual waking time)..and i amble off to school
hahah this is when i gets funny - Mel picked me up from school to dengani her to this interview she has lined up...its for this tv show thing...n im used to dengani-ing her, for moral support n stuff (like wen she had an interview at empire, i hung aroun the beach while she had the interview)..so anyway, we get there, and sit down..we took a look at the scripts n guess wat we see?"Presenter 1" and "Presenter 2"!! U had to have a partner...and mel didnt have one so guess who got roped in...lol yes, fae auditioned for a tv show...hahaha it was pretty funny when we got into it...we totally acted ourselves..after a six-pack of Pepsi Twist each that is...hahaha..but that really cheered me up though...took our minds off results...
then we hooked up with aLee at Mamih, and i met syam there! no not ShamNe.O, but syam-aisyam...some ppl think hes a bit too much to handle, but i think hes pretty okay...then me n mel pick MJ3 up, and there was this FREAKY woman in a car, she wouldnt drive forwards and we were like "y isnt she moving?"..then we passed and she was sitting REALLY STRAIGHT and wearing this visor that covered her whole face.....scary shit man..
then we went to gdg....i had to shop for a Valentine Day gift for a lil someone someone...i know its a bit early, but some of us have to think of the unreliable antics of snail mail...so gotta get it early...apa ahhhhh its hard to think of a valentine gift for a guy...any ideas?
well,after that we ent to the Kids BGIC meeting to help out...damnnn i miss BGIC..Lee rmmbr when we were walking and this hot girl was gna overtake us n u whispered to me "slow down.."..then.."thats righhht"...lol good times..n Bil! remember delegate of Lebanon, n how we droooooled over him? another curly-haired crush..hehehe
anyway,this was when my day started getting bad...Bil mentioned tht a certain "old friend" was gna visit the school,a group of them had plans to 'hang-out'..not gna elaborate(for the full story, tune in for re-runs of last seasons drama on weekends at 9pm) but me n him have some unresolved 'issues' n arent really on speaking terms....anyway, knowing that he was around and totally NOT wanting to see me,it kinda hurt...no eff that, it DID hurt...sigh...me nhim used to be really close...as in "eh-why-didnt-u-misscall-me-today-is-something-wrong" close...now hes in the country after a period of abscense n i dont hear anythin...
antah ih..the situation is fucked up...totally blown out of porportion...
but then the day got a lot better cause i got mesaged by *drum-roll*, Kel!! hahaha he txted saying that he missed all of us and good luck on our results XD
damn miss u too boy!heheh see u in july?
i fell asleep awal...and apparently i got a call, but my sis told them that i was asleep..and i got a msg frm twelv saying that HE was the one that called..and the funny thing was his msg was all jumbled up, so i think he was either high or drunk...maybe God is protecting me from talking to drunk/high people cause this is the third time someones contacted me while intoxicated and i am fortunately asleep...lol...i even got a marriage proposal once...hahaha
......haha i gotta go and pretend to be someones girlfren nw..haha..this just keeps getting better and better..
"It's okay to be angry and never let go
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It only gets harder the more that you know
When you get lonely if no one's around
You know that I'll catch you when you're falling down
We came together but you left alone
And I know how it feels to walk out on your own
Maybe someday I will see you again
And you'll look me in my eyes and call me your friend"
maybe,just maybe someday..
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