my predicted results came true...
the hype and anxiety of results are over...the day was a blur of panic, hugs, joy, regret, tears and congratulations...my happiness was shared by those who acheived what they aimed for, and dampened by those who didnt receive what the deserved... i wish that my grades was a huge slab of cake, so that i can cut some pieces and give them to those who needed 'just a little bit more'... but life doesnt work that way...
i have come to the realization that we are each, very different from one another...sure, some of us take the same combination of subjects and their talents lie in the same fields, but no two individuals have the exact same grades, career choices or means to acheive these choices... so there is no "i'll just follow what so-and-so is doing", because each individual have their own paths to make in this forest of life... some people have better luck than others, their paths a fraction clearer, but it doesnt erase the fact that we EACH have our OWN PATHS...and even though we get occasional help from our significant others, but it is ourselvs that do the basic walking...
to the ones who acheived the grades that they have been praying and aiming for, i just want to tell you that, for all its worth, im proud of you...
to the ones who feel that they deserved better, i want to say im proud of you too, because i have seen with my own eyes, just how hard u guys have worked... u havent been repaid for your labour yet, but i promise you, it will come in a different light, a different way, a different package... so dont give up now, these things happen for a reason... the doors just need a little more push to get them to open, or u need to spend a little more time with those keys to find out which ones will open the door...
so now, we have all branched out, with different paths to take, different lives to lead... but just wanted you to know, i'll always try to be there if you ever need someone to help you push, or hold the flashlight while you try out each key...
i love you all...
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