wanna know why?let me count the ways
1] I MISSED SEEING NAJ OFF..
now how did i manage to do that when i left the house at a time that gave me ample minutes to get from Jerudong to the Airport?because Miss Idiot here was in such a hurry that she went into the car without her shoes on..and only realizes when they are already on the highway.had to ask dad to patah balik just to get her sneakers..are you laughing? at this moment i do not find it funny as my idiocy has cost me last goodbyes with a dear friend..and i feel guilty for my moronic antics..
so Naj, im sorry for not being able to see you off...i came two minutes after you went in...when i realized i missed you, i burst into tears...i wanted to call you but azie had your fone sudah... im really really sorry...*cries*
2] I BROKE A PROMISE TO CERTAIN SOMEONE
im sorry..really i am..didnt mean to happen that way...I know i was the one who initiated it and then i didnt come through..but unavoidable circumstances..i did offer to pick you up kan?
and 'someone' was being a RIGHT PRICK that day..so yea..im sorry...im sorry im sorry
nanti again yea,and i promise ill make it up to you...sayang awak.. &heart;
3] IM GONNA LOSE MY JOB
okay,on saturday, i was waiting for my ride home, so to pass time, i reorganized my desk...being a personal assistant, its amazing the piles of paper that accumulate over the week...so im sorng the papers out into piles..."to be filed", "pending" "to bin" etcetera etcetera...
and then my fren, Liyana,came to my desk all bored, so i said "Here,shred these for me" *hands pile of papers*...she goes off to the shredder.. i look at the other piles...see one pile...thinks "eh wasnt this the pile i was gonna bin?" FUCK..
i ran to the shredder yelling at liyana to stop, but it was too late...she had already shredded the whole lot.and to make matters worst, turns out i gave her the "to be filed" pile..important stuff in there... so yes...im gna get fired...argh...
frustration is overwhelming.
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