have abandoned attempts to go back to sleep (or maybe its just fear of a certain purple mascot?)and realized that nudges for updates should be entertained...
have had note-worthy changes in life...although what constitutes as 'note-worthy' is highly subjective...but since only i have the power to update this blog(me and hackers who have nothing better to do than hack into teen-angst blogs)what i deem as note-worthy,goes..
have finished all books lent/borrowed (which one ali?!) to me,except Yaz's book, which i am procrastinating to start reading as all books that i have read recently are all fairly-upbeat reads, whereas Yaz's books looks like its able to provoke literature-related-why-are-we-on-this-earth-
what-is-our-purpose-thoughts.which should be avoided at this period of life where roads has more forks than an italian restaurant...
decided to end emotional rollercoaster that i was on, as did not see the point of feeling pain when there was nothing to gain... sufferring was an option, but so was fulfilment.. so am back, though a bit relectuantly, in the Dating Game,where crushes and butterflies and rainbows and false hopes are bountiful...although satisfying results arent..
i'll miss you,but it was a terrible thing for you to do,to place me into the role as 'other woman' before i even knew there was another woman...
but even though it seems like Cupid has a personal vendetta against me, i am currently blessed with two matchmakers who seem to be doing their job pretty smoothly...thankies to my little Cupids...though on second thought,i cant imagine them in diapers and brandishing a bow and arrow, so scratch that... thankies to my matchmakers =)
am waiting for numerous phone-calls...constantly checking mobile for hopes of having missed calls,possibility of putting it accidentally on silent, or plainly just to try and will it to ring...very frustrating i tell you...
this is Fae at work- check phone,nothing,go back to typing,check phone after 3minutes,nothing,curse,do a little filing,check phone after 5minutes,nothing,bring phone around on errands,check every 5 steps,nothing,WHY OH WHY havent they called?!
have decided to take up a sport...partly for unselfish reasons,such as to dengani Zie so as she wont be the only newbie around,but mainly for selfish reasons such as:-
1)to gain the body of the stereotypical teenage girl that splashes women magazines...
2)to lose the unknown weight that i MUST have gained since starting wrk at DST...i mean, i eat non-stop and everything in sight so i MUST have gained SOME weight right?right?right?
3)to have another reason to go shopping,this time not for anyone else, but for gear that I am going to use...
not telling too many people exactly what the sport is for fear they will scoff at my face, as certain people have already done, but for sure, if i tell a certain ex-boyfriend, he will be shocked in disbelief... so for now, i will do my 8-hours-3-days-a-week training sessions quietly...
for those who have interviews, exams, games, brain exams, or debates coming up, basically anything that requires the traditional goodluck wish,Good Luck! im sure u'll do ure best and get what u deserve... *hugs and kisses all around*
scribbling is an understatement
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