in a way im pissed... but i dont have a plausible reason to.. sure, Blitz F.C lost against Kirana F.C 2-0, but i think we all played a good game, especially on defense...

and theres that person who is not talking to me.. even after i apologised and apologised... still nothing.. so okay, i had my reasons not to show up, and if you dont understand fine. im not going to pujuk someone that doesnt give me leeway for redemption.

im still pretty down after the whole quiting-work thing.. not for any emo-teenage reasons such as having fun times and great friends that i wont be able to see anymore, but for far more serious issues,financially... i even ran into a spot of trouble during UBD Registration, but thanks to Ajibs help, it was smoothed over in a little while.. so thank you Jib..

feeling resentment towards the Ministry for not giving us the results BEFORE we start UBD.. it would save a lotta people a lotta trouble.. but what to do...

there was this guy... who showed interest in me.. whether he was being serious or not, he made me realize that i dont want anyone right now... im pissed at myself for feeling this way, this running away from anyone who takes a step forward, because the sources of this feeling was from those two cow-holes from earlier this year...

and the stupid thing, i wasnt even going out with them..(okay Mash, i was TECHNICALLY, but not OFFICIALLY)

UBD starts tommorow... this is going to be interesting...

to Ali: remember the bet we made earlier this year? mine is up to two already =) i think UBD is a good ground to up our scores.. may the best ***** win