[Kel,Ali and Shairazi - Mamih] ....in the light their skin looks the same shade =p =p =p
the next day went with Mash and Shai to pay bills... i dont even feel like going through the details of the day but go to mashes blog to read the details =p [Mashes]...
[Shai and Kel - mini-pool tournament - Mashes house ] thank you to Mashes mom for lunch =)))
still racking my brains trying to figure out a present, i mean TWO presents, for Ali Amani... while everyone was either at the tanglong or at home watching AF Finals, i was shopping for over-due birthday presents.. thank god i had a guy with me... hopeless at presents i tell ya...
maybe i should buy him some style... but for the sake of his fragile reputation, i am obligated to inform you readers that those HORRIBLE sunglasses AREN'T Ali's...but Kel's.
found this in a Multiply site of a friend... kinda know how it feels
[I had lunch today, with Jen, and I didn’t manage to really talk about things I wanted to talk to her about, truth be told my mind was blank after seeing a person who enchanted my life and taught me a lot about being in love. It felt as if my thoughts had been thrown out the proverbial window in my head, and just at if left my mind was kidnapped by a gust of wind that never ever left a ransom note.
As I sat down, I realised that I was doing so at my own peril, someone I’ve not seen for so long, yet have extremely fond memories of was sitting next to me and yet I didn’t know where to begin or what to say.
So many questions, so many urges to hug and hold, it was a feeling that I tried hard to hold back, to resist. I felt as if I had lost out, that in the time spent living out my own life and not being able to keep in touch, I had lost out on cherishing and knowing one of the most beautiful people in the world, because before, that is what she was to me.
Beautiful in that everything that she was made me sit and smile, wanting to know more and more about how she felts about the tiny things in life as well as the bigger things. I wanted to know everything about her and how her day went. I looked into the empty space and thought of all these things, only for reality to snap its fingers and bring me back to the un-daydream world. In the un-daydream world, I don’t know her anymore which leaves me sitting here now, rather empty and sad.
She is one of those, who despite of everything, I will always be in love with. Not entirely, but a piece of myself will do so, unconditionally.]
thats how i felt Friday night.
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