i went blog hopping and found a friend's site. and i randomly clicked on a post that was written a few weeks ago... and he was talking about a girl that he went jalan with the night before.. about how she opened up to him that night, and his thoughts about the conversation. I looked at the date... I was the girl he went out with that night.. and an excerpt of what he said

I keep getting the truth lately. From my own doings and actions, people are showing off their true faces and their true perspective on me. Well, lets just say Im well dissapointed.

Where is this writing going to take me? I dont know. But I do know that it is time for me close my eyes and dream of her

i keep re-reading the part where he says that he is "well dissapointed"... i dont know if he meant that hes dissapointed in what he found out taht night, because i have to say, i showed him a side of me taht i dont usually show people.. the side of Fae you only glimpse if your on the beach with her and she had a bad day. the drained side of her. i dont regret showing that side to him, but if he was dissapointed in me for having that side, then im dissapointed in him for being dissapointed... lol whatever.

maybe thats why most people wear a facade in front of their peers. because showing your true selves, your bare roots of your soul, it sure aint hell worth the trouble.

and whaddaya mean "dream of her"?!