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Tuesday, February 14, 2006

* lets surf the emotional waves

its valentines day.. well, its 1.46am so yea, its the beginning of valentines day... the first hour and a half of Valentines 2006 was spent on the phone with Andy, moaning about each of our love lives, and me polishing off half a tub of strawberry icecream while i listen to Andy's insecurities.. if only the rest of our frens could see us tonight mate, they wouldnt believe that was us..






but yea, each of us are allowed to have insecurities.. no matter the mask we project to the public, its still our human right to breakdown and whine once in a while... we cant be all happy-happy-clouds in the sky ALL THE TIME can we?? its more exhausting being carefree, if that even makes sense.. this rant has been based on several assumptions that funny clowns cant cry... oh we CAN cry, we just dont wanna ruin the mask.. it aint waterproof ya know...






my god what am i on about?? i guess im just a mess of emotions.. nervous about tomoros..oh wait, LATERS appointment with the Big Doc.. and this whole 'dinner' thing is starting to bug me..



if u want us to be frens, why make a big deal about a dinner?on Valentines day no less... do u just not wat to be alone tonight?






im sick of people offering and when i have the guts to take a step forward and take it, the hand is snapped back..






"i like you"
"i like you too.."
"oh wait, no, im too scared to do anything, i take it back..."






haha that was the "Office Crush" back in 2005.. that was dumb.. dumb dumb dumb.. and fae was really into him lagitu... faluiiii






and why do i keep thinking about YOU? ure supposed to be NOTHING to me... NOTHING... then why do i miss you and wish you were here?






STUPID VALENTINES... makes u unlock and think of all the stuff that was safely kept in a locked box...

bah Andy, lets go out on Valentines night and watch "Fun with Dick and Jane"... at least we'll keep our sanity intact for a few hours longer...
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