i guess friendship is kinda like gambling, you give all you got, throw the dice, and pray it lands so that you get rewards. but more often than not, you dont get what you give...
a friend has taught me that friendship is unconditional.. you give and give, and it wont matter if u get rewards back... thats real friendship... you dont do favours or good deeds just to expect something back... its not a "you give me advice today, and i'll lend you my shirt tomoro" kinda thing...
yea i get that.. unconditional friendship.. but theres a line between unconditional friendship and downright un-appreciation... when you're picked up when needed and put down when you've done your job.. i'm not your therapist. im your friend. dont ask so much from me and when stuff goes wrong blame ME for it, when all i did was give you ADVICE, not ORDER you how to live your life..
dont get me wrong, i'm here for all my friends, but when you DRAG me down with your goddamn drama (that, i shud note, could have been avoided if u had used your goddamn BRAIN) when i have my own stuff to sort out, and then be all M.I.A when i need an ear to unload on, thats just messed up man...
okay, that off my shoulders, guess what i did today?
i was in a seething mood, so i needed to get rid of some excess energy. i cleaned my room, then went down to get an orange.. i opened the fridge and suddenly had the urge to clean it out =P so i decided, hell why not, lets clean the fridge...
found a lot of funny stuff..
Himalayan Goji juice WHAT THE HELL IS THAT????
yes Mash, the same Peach Cobbler Baby food... try n count how many months its been in the fridge.. *throws it out*
On Friday, one of my colleagues, Ka Asrina, had her Nikah function, so my whole unit played hooky from work and went over to her place, all decked out in our finest bajus, to give support to anther who was gna join the Wives Club.. hehehe she looked pretty all decked in white but sayang i tak ambil gambar..
My sayangs in DST, Myrna and Qis
after Ka As' nikah, Mashes picked me up and we started jetting to and fro jerudong and lambak.. i think in one night we went to and fro 4 times... haha, we were shopping for her nephew, Hamiz's birthday present, and i kept seeing Pink Panther dolls everywhere... i had a feeling that i was gonna meet someone that night.. and half an hour later, we met Kelvin,and he was with the twins - Liyana and Diyana who were in Ugama with me.. it was awesome cause we remembered each other, after all those years... and weirdly enough i never had any problem telling them apart...
nah MD Prom pictures..
ill resizze them nanti. cause, my god, its 4am.
++ no, i havent told anyone about you. they wouldnt believe me anyway.... maybe this distance will help erase your image from my mind.
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