ill update more soon yes? in the meantime, im gna buy Phoebe off of Syaheir and sending Frankie to the shop to be reformatted..
Wahoooo BabyFaye made me a layout *GRINS WIDELY* . fits neatly into my plan on starting a new page of the current chapter in my life..
so this is my official thank you to Baby Faye - who is one of the coolEST and niceEST and MOST talented people that i have ever had the good fortune of meeting... love uuuuu
its odd, but after the DST Annual Dinner, i felt it was a good time to really take a good look at my lifestyle and habits and make a few changes.. certain changes are for the greater well-being of Fae (health,work-habits etc) , while others are just refreshing changes with no other reason than being the question of "Why not?"...
but before we can start a journey forwards, we have to make sure our shoelaes are tied up =p out with the old, in with the new.. there are a few outstanding debts owed to a few people, tangible or intangible, and im doing my hardest to clear these debts... funny thing is, Reza thinks these 'debts' are owed to 'Loan Sharks' hahaha
a whole week has passed and im still giddy... hyper, euphoric, cheerful, thrilled, upbeat, and other words that is in the thesaurus under the word "Happy"... i thought it was the afterglow of the DST dinner, but a week has passed and still i feel the same... methinks its the other extreme of PMS.. blame the hormones.. but whatever it is, i like feeling this way, wakin up with a smile..
Monday 24th April 2006
on Monday morning, my dad came in my room saying "barutah kan nampak!", meaning he hasnt seen me in a long time.. he was in KL from Sunday 15th to Thursday 20th April, and what with me being busy with rehersals and him working all of Sunday 23rd, we only saw each other on Monday..
and he had a present for me!
wheeeeee Daddy bought me a 30GB Harddisk in KL! and since i told him i wanted to pay him back, he told me that he bargained it to RM60.. a 30GB Sony VIO Harddisk for BND$30!! heee..
i asked my friends for suggestions on what to name my new toy, and Toby suggested "Freddie", so ta-daa meet Freddie! (to be honest i wanted to name it Tobey after Toby, but dont tell Toby that)
at night, Abang texted from the hostel saying that he wanted to be picked up... and since my parents were busy, they told me to go pick abang up.. usually i bring Nana along with me, but this time i felt like going alone...
driving alone on the Jerudong highway reminded me of a certain someone who's image i've kept at the back of my mind... and racing down the highway, i thought of the talks we've had in the car, going down the same highway.. i missed him, and i didnt want to admit it, and i wasn't totally over him.. and a Dewa song started playing on the stereo, from one of my brothers CDs, and since i was alone, i started singing along..
Dewa - "Larut"
Mungkin aku pernah juga merasakan cinta
Tapi tak pernah seindah ini
Mungkin aku juga pernah merasakan rindu
Tapi tak pernah sedalam ini
Mungkin kamu takkan pernah percaya
Bahwa sesungguhnya Aku telah terjatuh
Kuakui aku telah jatuh
Larut ke dalam, kamu, yang ku cintai
apparently 'larut' means dissolve or something.. like falling hard..
when i came to UBD, abang texted saying to give him a few more minutes, so i drove to the UBD TAIB ATM to check my balance.. $4.83 =) coolbeans
Shairazi had texted earlier asking if the gang was up for a night out, so while waiting for Abang, i called him up.. he was like "Where you at?" and i said "UBD" and he yelled "What the hell are u doing at UBD at night???" hahahah true, last place Fae would be at night =p
Tuesday 25th April 2006
i woke up feeling like i wanted to skip work, so i texted my boss saying that i felt unwell (lie lie lie) and went back to bed.
Mashes picked me up at 10.30 and we went to the Standard Chartered ATM at HuaHo Sengkurong, and of all the people to bump into, we bumped into Ikram who was shopping with his mom.. he was so shocked to see Mash that Mash burst out laughing (i was in the car).. LOL..
then after confirming plans to meet up in UBD later on (while Mash was gonna have a Japanese Oral exam, me Shai and Ikram would be hanging around UBD), Mash and i went to the TAIB ATM so that Fae could check if her pay was out...
=) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =)
off me and Mash went to the nearest hair salon for some beautifying therapy for Mash.. hehe as a bday present, Fae lanja-ed Mash the hair therapy session.. we rushed to UBD after numerous texts and misscalls from ShaIkram...
Mash was so late for her Japanese Oral that she told me to park the car while she jumped out and ran to her class.. Fae nervous parking kereta Mash =s
met ShaIkram at the CLT and hung around by watching videos on Frankie and messing about with Freddie 
ShaIkram watching Russell Peters
Fathul LYP lookin' cute with short hair and ShaIkram
when Mash FINALLY joined us, we were STARVING so rushed in three seperate cars off to Matadoe... in our quest to imitate F1 racers and dancing along to "BEEP!" by the Pussycat Dolls, Mash and I nearly crashed into a truck that veered suddenly into our lane... and if Shai hadnt swerved away, there would have been a pile-up as we braked so suddenly.. and then we had a glimpse of Shai's road rage...
what did we learn from that kids?
1) NEVER race with Shairazi (i learnt that after i crashed the go-cart at JP cause i was racing with Shai)
2) DO NOT tailgate people
3) Look out for trucks which have identity crisis' and thinks they're small Smart cars thus its okay for them to suddenly veer in ure lane
arrived at Matadoes safely, and ordered before we passed out from excitement and starvation...
Ikram was supposed to stalk me for the day because it was Payday, but we pointed out that he must be a hell of a high-class stalker to have a meal with the person ure stalking =) try harder Ikram!
after that VERY late lunch, Mash and i picked Iqbal up and went to Hua Ho Mall to have a lil look-see at office clothes for Fae.. and there was this GORGEOUS jacket that ive had my eye on since forever.. Mash belikan?
Wednesday 26th April 2006
i think me and Ikram have a psychic connection cause something freaky happened... the night before, i was chatting with Syaheir and the topic of Fratinis pizza came up, making me hungry for pizza the next day, so i thought of bringing Ikram to share a pizza.. then he misscalls! turns out he was thinking of Fratinis too!
then we brainstorm to crash Mashes place at lunchtime and have a spontaneous pizza party.. so with Mashes presents in the back seat, and two steaming pizzas in takeaway Fratinis boxes, we crash Mashes place, followed shortly by Shai.. another session with MaShaIkram...
pizzaaaaa
Mash and Hummer 
Shai and Ephelant 
Ikram and his pals, Hummer and Tomato
dont eat Tomato Ikram!!
ikram "okay fiiine i wont eat him"
now Ikram and Tomato are friends..
the Santa is sitting on Shais lap.. hahaha terbalik
i feel pretty...oh so pretty....
and i was late for work layaning these people hahaha.. but then me and ikram were rushing the whole lunchtime so whats another 2-minute dash from Lambak to DST riiite?
and my excuse when my boss asked why i was late?
"di bank banyak orang.. maklumlah.. gaji kerajaan keluar"
yeap yeap, blame the government for everything
----------FEBRUARY BABY --------------------
1. Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. (true)
2. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. (changing personality?maybe..)
Attractive. sexiest out of everyone. (wahahaha NOOOO)
3. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. (how can i be temperamental AND shy?)
4. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. (honest... err open for debate)
5. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. (true,just ask the M.D admin lol)
6. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. (apakan contradicting jua eh)
7. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. (nope, patient person)
8. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. (nyeh)
9. Horny. Daring and stubborn. (hahahaha)
10. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. (not that ambitious)
11. Loves entertainment and leisure. (who doesnt??)
12. Romantic on the inside not outside. (uhh-huhh)
13. Superstitious and ludicrous. (no im not supersticious!)
14. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions. (how can i be spendthrift but dislike unnecessary things??)
aku sayang si Yani.. ia buat kan testimonial yang rockin' berabis
"Fae...A name that I feel has 'haunted' me for 5 years. A name I have associated various profiles to. and only until recently have realised that I am wasting my time trying to describe this person. So what am I trying to do now?! LoL. If there is anything I can say about this remarkable woman is that she is 1) Fun to hang out with, though as she says in her profile, "you have been warned" I shall say no more. 2) Funny. for whatever reason, she has sense of humour that makes u believe that a lot of tears n drama actually makes u funnier. (n then u, or at least i, realise no..ure born with it or without) 3) Strong. and i mean that in any sense of the word. she can pinch like a crab. she can stand alone. she can kick ur ass!!! 4) A loyal friend. nuf sed 5) a thirst for life 6) a magnet that thinks its facing the right pole to repel things, but realises a little too late that she's facing the 'attract' pole 7) misunderstood, unappreciated and under estimated 8) too far away from her friends "
wooooo.. hehe much love!.. doing a lil self-evaluation...nice to know u have frens that think ure cool =)
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