this is how it feels.
i guess its been too long.
i guess i was so used to not looking for it.
spent so much time looking after myself
i forgot to keep an eye out for it.
and now its hard to ignore
when Cupid has his machine-gun aimed at you.
i remember now.
this is how it feels.
this is easy.
the easiest yet.
this is easy as lovers go.
why complicate it by hesitating?
i remember now.
this is how it feels.
the way his smile provokes a smile from me.
the way hes always on my mind
but it scares me that im always on his
only a handful knows how much i care for the boy.
only a handful knows the story
and how we ended up this way.
Sure, Cupid and Fate has shitty timing.
but as Z said.
"its about frickin time."
we're dancing a brilliant dance.
sidestepping in a full circle.
but when we stop,
the music wont.
ill still look into your eyes
and you'll still have that mischevious look
and ill fall for you all over again.
every day i fall for you harder and deeper.
and i dont want you to help me out.
so heres my heart,
for you to break or bury,
or wear as jewelry.
i wont sleep if you wont sleep.
but when i do, ill whisper your name.
when im around you,
breathing is a foreign task.
and thinking is just too much to ask.
and i never want the night to end.
one big hug.
one little kiss.
one short call.
one long text.
whatever you want just take it.
so please dont ask me what i like about you.
cause its every little thing you do.
thats just the way you make me feel.
*i think only little key knows how many different songs i hacked into this post. and Z, ill tell you when it happens.
|
|3:53 PM|